EvilDomxTigr

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Feeling Lost
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Hard Choices
Life & The Strange Way It Works

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Lost in a world unknown
Looking to find away out
Pain and bleeding are in store
I don’t feel it
Why can't I feel it?
Am I scared, alone and confused?
Did they put too much in me?
More than I can handle this time around?
I keep hearing no
But I still don’t believe
Why should I?
I am unable to feel
Love, pain, hurt it’s all the same
I should believe
I will find it I need to
So I can believe it’s real
Love, pain, happiness, hurt
I know that they are real
But I still want to feel.

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Did I ask for this
Do I deserve this
Why do I feel I should
People are mean
Calling me a freak
Because I chose a destiny
One that helps everyone
Does that make me unique?
Does that mean i am weak?
In a world that has hate
I bring joy
The which feels nothing
I feel it all
A burden to big for some bare
I choose to try
To help those in need
One day i will succeed

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Sad, depressed unknown to why
The weather maybe?
The lack of friends here, some what
The lost feeling of worth
Feeling like no one cares, no one worries
Its just the past they say
To let it stay there
How can I when I don’t trust
Trust that he won't hurt me again
You say u won't let him but u know u have to try
Try to help him from himself
Feeling responsible for what he’s done
You want to help him but u say u can't
Because u know he will hurt again
You say u wont let him
I don’t believe it
Let me free so I can feel it
Feel my protection, my happiness
Why cant u do that?
Why do you need me so?
Is it that hard for you
Or don’t you want me to grow?
I will never forget you
That you will never have to worry
Love for you always I will feel
I am always there, jus look
I am there cant' you see?
Just call on me i am there
My spirit, my voice, my mind which everyone choose
You can come to you know
But you chose otherwise
Cuz you are scared of him
Don’t be afraid
He cannot hurt you where I am going
Be strong , I am
It will be okay
Just believe in me and trust me
I am okay you need to find that place too

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As the happiness sets in
The sorrow fades for a while
Sadness about not having
Trying not to feel
Time well spent is hard
Knowing that it’s going nowhere
Falling faster away from reality
Blind by the child
Covering up truth of reality
Needing to face it
Help by none
He’s scared of something
Or could it be someone
Does he still lie to me?
Confused as to what to do
Does anyone know?
To decide is hard
Too many things in the way
Needing a change from this hurt
Not knowing how to change it
Happiness is overrated
As long as you are fulfilled in life
That is what matters
But with fulfillment should happiness be there
To some it is
To others it’s superficial
Hiding the pain and acting happy

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Wanting what I cannot have
Longing for what I want
A far off concept to some
Never to receive what I want
Been told anything is possible
Is it though?
Knowing that dreams come true
Knowing that feelings are real
Knowing that my life is here
Knowing that I cannot hide from it
Knowing that I am not trying to
What if my life is a dream?
Does that mean it is real?
Can I change if it’s a dream?
After all it is a dream right?
Or a nightmare I cannot wake up from
Choosing my life before I was born
I chose to have this pain
I chose to have this happiness
I chose to cherish my life and those around me
Knowing what I chose and who I am
I still don’t have to like all of it
To be strong and survive I will
To make the right choices I think I have
So why so I still feel that it is all not right?
Trusting myself is hard
Knowing I am right
Wishing I was wrong
Finding out I was right
Mad at myself
When I should be mad at him

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